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    2/7/2006

    心灵日记:仰望着无云的蓝天 [更新5]

    第十话

     

        喜欢读书,喜欢书店里的阵阵书香。穿梭在一排一排的书架之间,仿佛穿梭时间,空间一般,给人一种与世隔绝的幻境。随手抽出一本,停下脚步,开始阅读。不论是小说,散文,传记,史书,都能为我带来一种宁静的快乐,随着书中描写的而感动,是一种很美妙的感觉。

        想象力丰富的我,是很容易进入书的世界的。将自己的情感融入其中,任其带着我随处畅游。这种感觉,是我的另一种人生,就像是另一个神,在带着我畅游另一个我的世界一样。

        现在,我反而乐在其中了……

             21年,已经习惯被神牵着走的感觉了,那种无忧无虑的随风飘逸的感觉。人总是存在惰性的,就像懒得写日记一样,总是想着自己能创造些什么,最后,仍是半途而废,并且找几个理由,为自己开脱。

        所以,我在想,当神不在我身边以后,我会不会在生命的旅途中半途而废呢?而那时,等待我的又会是什么呢?

     

    第九话

     

        庙会上人山人海,处处透露着喜庆的气氛,我也很快融入到这种气氛中去了。看着各地的小吃,各种装饰品,玩具,还有书籍画报,很是热闹。也不明白为什么自己会来到这里,本来是向更了解自己生活的城市,自己周围的环境,或者说,神他为我创造的环境,可是后来渐渐发现,自己,不知不觉就融入其中了。我想神,看到我愉快的穿梭于人群之间,应该在微笑吧……

             突然发现,好想再看到一回他的笑容,那个,给人无限温暖的笑容。

             回头张望,还是什么都没有,难免有些失望。深吸一口空气,缓缓的吐出一阵白烟,平静一下心情,然后对自己说,算了,享受现在吧……

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